Poems

These are some poems that I came across and thought I would share.

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I just can't believe you're gone,
&& all the promises you spoke of have fallen,
I just hope you remember the day,
when I turned but you're the one who walked away.

I could feel. . .
my world becoming one big earthquake,
feel the blood rush to my heart,
where I knew it was bound to be breaking,
all my walls were crumbling down,
&& swelling up inside was all the pain that I couldn't hide,
I knew at that moment nothing between us would ever be the same.

Knowing what I know now,
what really hurts the most,
is remembering how things use to be,
&& knowing all the things I wanna say,
can't be heard.

If I knew then what I know about you now,
maybe I would have been more careful,
questioned you more,
trusted you less,
wouldn't had been your best friend,
maybe.

Rome wasn't built in a day but,
you broke I just can't believe you're gone,
&& all the promises you spoke of have fallen,
I just hope you remember the day,
when I turned but you're the one who walked away.

I could feel. . .
my world becoming one big earthquake,
feel the blood rush to my heart,
where I knew it was bound to be breaking,
all my walls were crumbling down,
&& swelling up inside was all the pain that I couldn't hide,
I knew at that moment nothing between us would ever be the same.

Knowing what I know now,
what really hurts the most,
is remembering how things use to be,
&& knowing all the things I wanna say,
can't be heard.

If I knew then what I know about you now,
maybe I would have been more careful,
questioned you more,
trusted you less,
wouldn't had been your best friend,
maybe.

Rome wasn't built in a day but,
you broke down every part of me,
that thought I'd ever need you again.

So close we became,
but so fast we went in seperate ways,
it seems just like yesterday,
but those memories are distant,
&& so is the person you use to be.
down every part of me,
that thought I'd ever need you again.

So close we became,
but so fast we went in seperate ways,
it seems just like yesterday,
but those memories are distant,
&& so is the person you use to be.

 

 

*Trust*

The closer I get to someone and
The more I let them in
The worse it hurts in the end
When they let me down

I told you about my trust issues I have from my past
But it seems like you used that against me
I knew, you showing you cared, wouldn't last
You gave me this false impression

False impression that you would be there
Through thick and thin
The trust I had for you, you are starting to tear
Tearing it down to nothing

These walls are back up now
Thicker and taller then ever
So go ahead and take a bow
Your shows over

 

*Claim and deposit*

Why should I look like a claim and deposit counter?, Why should I feel like a baggage that can claim and deposit in the counter?, Why am I still standing here for you to claim me?, Why am I still waiting for you to get me again?.

I am not a thing that can be claim and deposit in the counter.
Why am I letting you to do this to me?.

I am not a thing that can be set aside, then go back when it is done and ok.
I am not a thing that can be set aside, then go back when you are in the mood.
I am not a thing that can be set aside, then go back when you need me.
I am not a thing that can be set aside, then go back when you want to be with me.
I am not a thing that can be set aside, then go back when you miss me.

Deposit me when you find somebody,
Claim me when you are left by them.

Deposit me when you don't need me anymore,
Claim me when you need a shoulder to cry upon.

Deposit me when you are not in the mood to talk to me,
Claim me when you like to talk to me again.

Deposit me when you are not in the mood,
Claim me when you are happy.


I am not a claim deposit counter.
I am your friend,
I am your closest friend,
I am your best friend.

I am not your bag,
I am not your shadow,
I am not your dog,
I am not your mom.


I am a human,
I am not insensitive,
I have heart to feel pain.


Why should I have such long patience..?